I get tired too.
I am a teacher by profession but I get tired too. I get tired of always thinking of another person's comfort. I am patient towards people but I get tired too.
I am tired.
There are only few factors that makes me impatient. No. Not impatient, let me rephrase that. There are only few things that makes me give up on people (yep, that tired). My list goes:
1. Lack of sincerity. I've always been honest and sincere thats why I demand the same courtesy. I know, not everyone I meet would be sincere towards me. I give them the benefit of the doubt. I give an acquaintance time and chances to prove their sincerity. I'm just very particular with that. The very essence of genuineness makes me comfortable. It is really hard to find sincere friends --I keep them. It is easy to smell the putrid ones --why keep them for long? I got enough to make it through the rest of my life.
2. Lack of credibility. promises...promises...secrets are secrets. If you aren't trustworthy, can't borrow money! ahahaha. My mom taught me how to handle finances responsibly. Save first then spend a fraction. When borrowing money, pay ASAP --so when I get short again...I don't have to hide my face in shame. Apparently, some aren't that educated. That's explains mom's third rule: When lending money, be frugal and when they unreasonably cannot pay as promised, dont lend them some more...as in never.
3. Lack of respect and ethics. We have different views, beliefs, religion, race, and all sorts of variety. It's a chaotic without respect. I respect you. Respect me.